Keeping Mothership's name out of this hasn't been the hard part. Keeping quiet that she's got orders has been slightly harder. She's been careless with Elena and she's already worried that her friend might pay for her indiscretion. By framing it this way, she keeps quiet about both the orders AND about Mothership... but it doesn't look so hot, does it. ]
FROM: serket.vriska@cdc.org
........
FROM: serket.vriska@cdc.org
This might sound hypocritical, 8ut it's 8ecause I want to help him! As disappointed as I was with him at the time, I think he has potential.
FROM: serket.vriska@cdc.org
8ut if he fucks up again, it might not just 8e my life he endangers! I won't let him put the crew at risk.
[ Vriska, one day he sincerely hopes you break this unfortunate habit of seeing aromatic piles of shit and going 'IM GONNA STICK MY NOSE RIGHT IN THERE'. ]
FROM: varr.noh@cdc.org
If this is going to be an ongoing problem, you'll need to figure out your priorities.
[ wow no, he told you to care about other people, not 'involve yourself in everyone's affairs on account of it makes you feel better about your choices'.
there is a nuance. ]
FROM: varr.noh@cdc.org
Vriska. If you love him--truly--then you'll find a way to put him first.
FROM: varr.noh@cdc.org
If you can't, then maybe it isn't what you think it is.
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I said this is what you get!!!!!!!!
FROM: serket.vriska@cdc.org
The why is complic8ed. Do you know Tsunayoshi Sawada?
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Heard of him. What of it?
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He's Kyoya's mafia 8oss or whatever. Fuck if I understand any of it!
FROM: serket.vriska@cdc.org
The point is that Tsuna fucked up and almost got 8oth of us killed during the raid. So I reported him.
FROM: serket.vriska@cdc.org
He continues to 8e alive, so I guess Armada decided not to eat him.
FROM: serket.vriska@cdc.org
The thing is that if he fucks up again, I am making it my pro8lem.
FROM: serket.vriska@cdc.org
And I just keep feeling like it's not fair for me to stay with Kyoya while that's the case.
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FROM: varr.noh@cdc.org
And why are you making it your problem?
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Keeping Mothership's name out of this hasn't been the hard part. Keeping quiet that she's got orders has been slightly harder. She's been careless with Elena and she's already worried that her friend might pay for her indiscretion. By framing it this way, she keeps quiet about both the orders AND about Mothership... but it doesn't look so hot, does it. ]
FROM: serket.vriska@cdc.org
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FROM: serket.vriska@cdc.org
This might sound hypocritical, 8ut it's 8ecause I want to help him! As disappointed as I was with him at the time, I think he has potential.
FROM: serket.vriska@cdc.org
8ut if he fucks up again, it might not just 8e my life he endangers! I won't let him put the crew at risk.
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And you can't let the instructors handle this because...?
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::::/
FROM: serket.vriska@cdc.org
You're not just going to take my word for it, are you?
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Is there a reason you can't tell me? Yes or no.
[ He'll take her word on that much. ]
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FROM: serket.vriska@cdc.org
Yes.
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FROM: varr.noh@cdc.org
If this is going to be an ongoing problem, you'll need to figure out your priorities.
FROM: varr.noh@cdc.org
Once you make that decision, the rest is easy.
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FROM: serket.vriska@cdc.org
The crew is my priority.
FROM: serket.vriska@cdc.org
Which means I pro8a8ly already have my answer. It just sucks. ::::(
FROM: serket.vriska@cdc.org
I sort of more than like him.
FROM: serket.vriska@cdc.org
So I don't really want to do this, 8ut I don't want to hurt him, either.
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there is a nuance. ]
FROM: varr.noh@cdc.org
Vriska. If you love him--truly--then you'll find a way to put him first.
FROM: varr.noh@cdc.org
If you can't, then maybe it isn't what you think it is.
[ wow look at u calling the kettle black, pot. ]
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FROM: serket.vriska@cdc.org
What does putting him first even mean here?
wtf happened to my notif
Letting him handle his own problems. Trusting him enough for that.
wow how rude : (
It's not Kyoya I don't trust!
FROM: serket.vriska@cdc.org
This is something I have to do, Noh-Varr. If I'm 8eing really honest, this isn't JUST a8out keeping the crew safe.
FROM: serket.vriska@cdc.org
It's a8out proving to myself I can do that.
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This isn't about you, Vriska.
FROM: varr.noh@cdc.org
You can't possibly expect to micromanage every single troublemaker on the crew. What are you trying to prove?
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You know, I think this conversation got a little off topic!
FROM: serket.vriska@cdc.org
This is all kind of 8eside the point?
FROM: serket.vriska@cdc.org
And I've pretty much made up my mind, anyway.
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FROM: varr.noh@cdc.org
Then do what you have to.
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FROM: serket.vriska@cdc.org
::::( Ok. L8r, Noh-Varr.