[Pilot has to get his thoughts in order. But it's hard - hwo does he talk about himself with any meaningful weight? His words are a bit halting, even if he gives Noh-Varr's hand a grateful squeeze.]

He does not know how to continue like... this. As an individual who is not a part of the unit or the community. Not like it was at home, where everyone.... everyone knew what was expected and we were happy to live our lives.

[He trails off.]

He did not have time to think about it on Ajna and he had a mission; a purpose. And he has allowed himself to slip here, to indulge - and - he is not sure.